A hundred miles a minute when minuscule thinkin gettin ya trippin

When nothin help but drugs it get different

When it gets tough where’s ya limit

I understand the break down

Cause trust me I been stuck Tryna shift it

After times up , where we livin

The absence a love can kill forgiveness In a blink but we dont even bat an eye most the time we create distance

Hamster on a wheel so where we really gettin?

Im different than I was a decade back

And that’s okay with me

Found a way to communicate to God and

It aint Make believe

I done seen the world from dark places where they hate to see

Maybe that’s why I dont complain on Facebook about fake pleas , or fake drama cause with that shit im never bothered I got problems that I deal with on the daily real problems

So when I see a safe space type a claim I get obnoxious

And Ill tell you to your face the same thing that I would comment

Imma man a my word a man of integrity

I stand on everything Ive ever said id be

I plan to be the best and yes it take a million steps but if Im blessed enough to breathe then you can bet that Imma chase the dream

From me and not what is taught

I see between the scars and loss see we all bleed

The same blood yeah

And life’s rough

But over time we learn, recenter and rise above cmon

I put the smoke to the sky and I

Tell my mind ta slow doooown

Slow down slow down

And I

Find the balance in this life on the lows and the highs no lie

As I , Slow down slow down slow down

I slow down and start Reminiscing

Thinkin Back when we was kids and it was different

Thinking back when I was getting suspended for school skipping or getting detention for not listening not listening

It’s funny how they kick you outta school for skipping school, that’s backwards and it’s bogus so it’s what I ridicule and shit if I was principal, my punishment for any kid that’s skipping is making em live at school!

That’s a joke but ain’t no tellin what me and mine would do

We grow up on food stamps and vo5 shampoo

Opposite of a silver spoon

Y’all got lots an lots of it not us tho we got minimal

See I don’t talk about the things I don’t know about

And that’s a great trait for someone with a motor mouth.

I’m jus talkin bout rappin. I ain’t talking bout rattin

That already been established

No sir not me not happenin

I tend to get off topic sometimes when I get to jottin but that’s what keeps me for plotting whenever I’m in my feeels

They don’t Feel me tho feel me tho

See I came from the bottom so I ain’t scared of a problem and I ain’t switching or stoppin now that I know how the top feel.

I dont feel it tho I don’t feel it tho