Belie

I almost lost my mind Trying to keep this up Had to smile all the time So you'd think I was fine But it never seemed enough I kept my image clean To hide the dark in me I made you believe I had order and peace But I'd never let you see That I'm my own worst enemy And I finally see the end And I'm breaking from this From this And I'm finally on the mend And the feeling's so bliss So bliss Cause when I look up Oh I see love And it's enough To keep me breathing I've had my lonely nights Thinking about the end One hand on the trigger Made me a believer Of finding hope within I took a look inside And couldn't say goodbye Learning to walk again Don't know where to begin But at least I'll try I'll try And I finally see the end And I'm breaking from this From this And I'm finally on the mend And the feeling's so bliss So bliss Cause when I look up Oh I see love And it's enough To keep me breathing Done with drowning in a bottle oh Hoping it would solve all of my woes Starting over and I'm letting go This feeling's all I've ever known Have you ever seen a fire die Then watched the embers start to come alive I have seen desires turn to ash Now I'm seeing colors in the black In the black Now I'm seeing colors In the black In the black And I finally see the end And I'm breaking from this From this And I'm finally on the mend And the feeling's so bliss So bliss Cause when I look up Oh I see love And it's enough To keep me breathing To keep me breathing To keep me breathing