Again

Elevate, this mix sounds mad Yo, listen Yo All this pain that I feel, I wanna get high again Up in the sky, see my grandma and say hi again I'ma die before I ever love and trust again Back to where I started, 'cause I'm rapping about the pain again Pain is all I feel, hurt is all I feel huh Demons in me still I could get you killed huh I keep it real they keep it fake, so they pretend I got love scars, they love to do me dirty again and again They say that love hurts, I guess I love pain The way I love is unconditional, I need to change 'Cause they don't really love you 'til you're dеad or getting paid Came from the trеnches I had to hustle, it was the only way We live it, shawty got me tripping I lost my heart to the streets, but I still tried for women I'm a tug, but I don't mean that I got bad intentions I needed love, but they don't wanna give me no attention I gotta, black heart with a sad soul My head hot but my heart cold I overthink 'til the sun goes Now it's 4 a.m., I'm high, so I don't lose control The devil holding me down like I'm in a chokehold If I'm holding you down, I swear I never fold If I'm holding you down, just know my pain attached You know I've been through the struggle, I don't know how to act I swear I don't cap I put my pain into my music, I do that real rap I'm smoking Cali 'cause it's me against the world, I feel like Tupac Put it in a spliff, I smoke it all, so she knows that I really mean that All this pain that I feel, I wanna get high again Up in the sky, see my grandma and say hi again I'ma die before I ever love and trust again Back to where I started, 'cause I'm rapping about the pain again Pain is all I feel, hurt is all I feel huh Demons in me still I could get you killed huh I keep it real they keep it fake, so they pretend I got love scars, they love to do me dirty again and again All this pain that I feel, I wanna get high again Up in the sky, see my grandma and say hi again I'ma die before I ever love and trust again Back to where I started, 'cause I'm rapping about the pain again Pain is all I feel, hurt is all I feel huh Demons in me still I could get you killed huh I keep it real they keep it fake, so they pretend I got love scars, they love to do me dirty again and again