Is It Okay

Let down i'm not grounded Shout out but its soundless Who's been around when it's counted? Big words and no love Shut down and fed up Think I've been here before And I'm not crying but that's not peace Sure you've heard it But it's not that simple to me I'm surrounded there's no relief Thought I'd found it But it keeps slipping away from me Is it okay to be okay when everything is not ok Is it alright to be alright And by the way i'm not ok you wouldn't see it in my face It's not alright I'm not alright Question my choices I don't even know what the point is Every step and thoughts disjointed And I'm not crying but that's not peace Sure you've heard it But it's not that simple to me I'm surrounded there's no relief Thought I'd found it But it keeps slipping away from me Is it okay to be okay when everything is not ok Is it alright to be alright And by the way i'm not ok you wouldn't see it in my face It's not alright I'm not alright