You know, like

Life be fucked up, it got a funny way of twisting things, know what I'm sayin'?

You just gotta watch and be prepared

It's like, before I self destruct

In a moment, your life could be over

Yeah, I ain't on no sad boy shit, when I spit the shit, I bet the streets relate to 'em

Yeah, and I hate going down memory lane, but yeah, I gotta recognize this shit a part of my story

But it's a lot of shit I'm holdin' in, I don't recognize my friends, shit get scary at night

Nowadays these ****'ll turn you in, no matter if you kin, got a gut feeling that these **** ain't right

Don't fault me if I overdose off pills, take shots to the head

Ho, don't me leave alone, I feel scared

And I been gettin' sick a lot lately

My time comin' to an end, I'm just so tired of being patient

I said I'm gon' leave these streets, but I can't, I'm in too deep

For the people gon' hold me strong, but deep inside, I feel so weak

Lost track of my days today, I don't know which day it is of the week

I can't think and I can't focus, don't know the last time I was sleep

I'm holdin' on, I'm bein' strong, that's what I tell myself

This music shit my therapy, that's what I tell myself

But ain't no helping

Majority of the time, I feel helpless

When I do it for them, they say I'm real, when I do it for myself, they say I'm selfish

I don't know what's real

A broken soul, I'm healin' still

All these **** make me sick, they make me ill

I just got off the phone with Ksoo, asked him how he feel

He say it's death or jail behind me, so I know it's real (I love you, ****)

YBeezy up in feds, schedule videocalls

Every time we get off the phone, I swear a tear fall

Lookin' at all my comments, I see RICO cases

I just logged out of Instagram so I can situate these things

All these blogs is posting shit

Y'all the ones promote the shit

All the good the **** did, y'all don't even post the shit

But I ain't sayin' all this shit is y'all fault, oh

I keep it real, I put myself at fault, oh

Hate puttin' the internet in my biz, hate the way it escalated

Why it feel when I scream who I smoke the only time I'm elevating?

Why you know you so gifted when you're dead and gone?

I don't know if I'm bound to make it home

Yeah, I ain't on no sad boy shit, when I spit the shit, I bet the streets relate to 'em

Yeah, and I hate going down memory lane, but yeah, I gotta recognize this shit a part of my story

But it's a lot of shit I'm holdin' in, I don't recognize my friends, shit get scary at night

Nowadays these ****'ll turn you in, no matter if you kin, got a gut feeling that these **** ain't right

Don't fault me if I overdose off pills, take shots to the head

Ho, don't me leave alone, I feel scared

And I been gettin' sick a lot lately

My time comin' to an end, I'm just so tired of being patient

Hey, fuck the critics

Hate when people tell me that they love me, lowkey they against me

I just found the pieces to the puzzle, I'm the one who missing (I am)

Nerve-wracking (Nerve-wracking), my mama nerves bad

Rap or go off to college, he just lost his father

His pops was like my pops, I told him that I got him

Ayy, hold on strong, you hear me, lil' bruh? Yeah

Why everybody tend to fold when you need 'em?

When they say they love me, I don't believe 'em

I just caught a score

Don't try doin' CPR 'cause I don't have a heart

Tryna focus on my future because my past is dark

I got war wounds, it done left a scar

And this pain the reason where we are

Yeah, I ain't on no sad boy shit, when I spit the shit, I bet the streets relate to 'em

Yeah, and I hate going down memory lane, but yeah, I gotta recognize this shit a part of my story

But it's a lot of shit I'm holdin' in, I don't recognize my friends, shit get scary at night

Nowadays these ****'ll turn you in, no matter if you kin, got a gut feeling that these **** ain't right

Don't fault me if I overdose off pills, take shots to the head

Ho, don't me leave alone, I feel scared

And I been gettin' sick a lot lately

My time comin' to an end, I'm just so tired of being patient

Yeah, yeah, yeah