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Evolve (feat. Rakoon)
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Evolve (feat. Rakoon) was released on September 28, 2022 by Lawrence Turner as a part of the album Blue
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AlbumBlue
Release DateSeptember 28, 2022
LabelLawrence Turner
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM109

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Lawrence Turner
Lawrence Turner
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Lawrence Turner
Lawrence Turner
Songwriter
Kadeem Traill
Kadeem Traill
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Zeus Anderson
Zeus Anderson
Producer

Lyrics

I sleep too much
I don't eat enough
I've been better
I'm hard on myself
And I don't ask for help with the things that matter
I don't know love
'cause I've convinced myself I'm okay with whatever
Whatever was better than nothing
At least I got something
I told myself...
If I wanna keep peace, I gotta keep quiet, and if everyone else is happy with me
Then it doesn't matter if I am
I'm last in the lineup
It can get tiring tryna
Fight for the parts of me
That for the life of me
I just don't really seem to like much
I'm all sorts of messed up
Growth
I need growth
The one thing I'm afraid of, is what I need most
I said, I need growth
But can I leave that old me behind?
I'm lacking, I'm feeling confined
Regardless, I'm stuck in my mind
I'm insecure
The feeling of feeling is a chore
Suppress what I feel, keep it all, until I don't feel anymore
I feel that I'm worthless
The future, I'm nervous, internally hurting
I say I'm doing fine, and I lie like it's working
Then I avoid mirrors cause I'm hating the surface
I say I hate kids, but I really miss me
That little fun boy who I'll never get to meet
So, when I see them stress-free living life blissfully, in my mind, I begin to envy
I know that's pathetic
They say that love heals, well, I need that investment
But I don't feel worthy of the love that I'm blessed with
So, I think they are lying when they come to confess it
I said, I feel blue
But I'm just yelling in a void
Echoes surround and I'm buried and annoyed
Say I want to change but it's void
I said, I feel blue
But I bottled up everything instead
Drowned in self-loathing resentment
Until I saw Red
Written by: Kadeem Traill, Lawrence Turner
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