Better Than This

I thought that I was better than this Better than not saying anything And letting silence do the speaking for me It's easier, see 'Cause either way I'm a dick I thought that letting it sit Was somehow better but it's petty as shit God forbid I just tell you the truth I'm not into you Even though you'd be fine with it Because your first time Should be with someone who cares I want to be honest and fair, like One night is all I'd be there, like Maybe two or three but then you'll find I'm not that available I make music and I work full time I don't push and I won't pull I know it's bullshite But I swear that I was gonna say this to your face But a minute turns into an hour turns to a day Which somehow sent this signal to my brain That I could just drop it and everything would be okay I thought that I was better than this Better than not saying anything And letting silence do the speaking for me It's easier, see 'Cause either way I'm a dick I thought that letting it sit Was somehow better but it's petty as shit God forbid I just tell you the truth I'm not into you Even though you'd be fine with it Because my first time Which was not really my first time She was the one I got burned by Wanted her so bad it hurt I can't believe how much I've learned I thought that it meant I was her guy But she was just looking for her's I did not get a second or third night Such a blurred line 'Cause I never ended up seeing her ever again And I would hate for that to be your experience And after all this you'd think that I'd have some empathy But your boy still left that text box empty I thought that I was better than this Better than not saying anything And letting silence do the speaking for me It's easier, see 'Cause either way I'm a dick I thought that letting it sit Was somehow better but it's petty as shit God forbid I just tell you the truth I'm not into you Even though you'd be fine with it