Hate Me Too

I can act like I never really care That many people only wanna see me bleed Deep down it kills me, misery loves company Said you hate me, well congrats, I do too Said you hate me, well congrats, I do too I can act like I never really care But I swear, I'm scared Looking back, I'd say I would change everything Shed my skin and throw it down the kitchen sink No, I'd erase every trace of existing Counteract the turbulence I seem to bring But mistakes will always stay unchanged and follow me My faults metastasized hurt people close to me I know all of these people see the worst in me Maybe they have a point, and it's just honesty Maybe it's all my fault, maybe I'm the reason I'm alone Maybe I pushed away everyone by 21 to let me see them vulnerable Didn't want this for me No, I didn't want this for me And you don't have to feel bad for me My favorite thoughts are where I'm vanishing I can act like I never really care That many people only wanna see me bleed Deep down it kills me, misery loves company Said you hate me, well congrats, I do too Said you hate me, well congrats, I do too I can act like I never really care But I swear, I'm scared Sick and tired of sitting in the shower though But what's the use? I still can't fill my own damn needs Seeing friends changing into people I don't know Makes me wish that I could tell the younger me "It's gonna be okay, don't let 'em get to you They'll parade all your flaws for the whole world to view They'll try to change you into something they approve It will consume every path you choose" You hate me, but just wait please In more ways than one, I'm just like you And you think all of these things Are just sitting right outside my view? I didn't want this for me No, I didn't want this for me But all I've got is what's in front of me I just hope it ain't too late for me I can act like I never really care That many people only wanna see me bleed Deep down it kills me, misery loves company Said you hate me, well congrats, I do too Said you hate me, well congrats, I do too I can act like I never really care But I swear, I'm scared I can act like I never really care That many people only wanna see me bleed Deep down it kills me, misery loves company Said you hate me, well congrats, I do too Said you hate me, well congrats, I do too I can act like I never really care But I swear, I'm scared