Don't Wanna Die

I don't want to die, I just don't want to live 'Cause the more I try, the less I get back Who am I? Someone that is afraid to see the other side Victim to a face, filled with trauma Who am I? Someone that could fix up every problem, except for mine 'Cause I don't even try I can see the bottom, it's getting closer I'm moving faster, look in the mirror All I see is a monster I lose composure, I cannot listen I swear to god I don't want to die, I just don't want to live 'Cause the more I try, the less I get back I don't want to die, I just don't want to live 'Cause I'm my twenty years, I have never felt a thing Why am I known? I just wanna feel something starin' at the sun Lookin' for a break, guess I'm running out of luck I can't seem to find it and I couldn't give a fuck I don't ask for much but- I can see the bottom, it's getting closer I'm moving faster, look in the mirror All I see is a monster I lose composure, I cannot listen I swear to god I don't want to die, I just don't want to live 'Cause the more I try, the less I get back I don't want to die, I just don't want to live 'Cause I'm my twenty years, I have never felt a thing (I can see the bottom, it's getting closer) (I'm moving faster, look in the mirror) (All I see is a monster) (I lose composure, I cannot listen) (I swear to god) I don't want to die, I just don't want to live 'Cause the more I try, the less I get back