Demons.

I don't seem to know how I should be feelin' These demons I lost ma focus now im back again (back again) Rappin' 'bout my problems but i'm lowkey feeling dead again (Dead again) My friends Always got my back when i'm tryin' something new But will I be the one to help them I ain' got no clue Yea it's true From all the stress I wanna puke Chewed up like bubble gum In the end I felt so dumb Sorry that I thought 'bout givin' up because of scum And that I was drinkin more and more till I was fucking numb I wouldn't think this would go somewhere But everybodys believin' in me gotta go forward Yea we're livin' here n there Grindin' for my goals until there's no more air to spare Yea I don't seem to know how I should be feelin' These demons try to stop me from believin' They told me money ain't appealing But I want my money high up to the ceiling Yea these demons are talkin' so crazy Why are they still Chasin' me Now I don't know how to feel Always hoped this shit ain't real Curse somebody's mind and then break it I don't even wanna fake it Worked my ass off 'Till I drowned in my own fucking sound And in the end i'm nowhere near the top I'm still stuck at the ground But I Learned my lesson cursed the world Like fuck this world Wanted it all to burn Now I'm sittin' here and writin' 'bout that what a turn Yea now I'm fightin all these demons that's the shit I fucking earned I don't seem to know how I should be feelin' These demons try to stop me from believin' They told me money ain't appealing But I want my money high up to the ceiling Yea these demons are talkin' so crazy Why are they still Chasin' me Why are they still Chasin' me Why are they still Had so many dreams and even more damn opportunities Drank too much and lost reliability Always thinkin' 'bout how I'm gonna do shit right Just to fuck it up then stray away further from the light I don't seem to know how I should be feelin' These demons try to stop me from believin' They told me money ain't appealing But I want my money high up to the ceiling Yea these demons are talkin' so crazy Why are they still Chasin' me