A Rock & a Heartbreak

He put a diamond on my hand Bought a dress and booked a band Picture perfect on an invitation I've been busy making plans Doing everything I can Burying all of my reservations Mmm they keep me up at night Somethin' 'bout it don't feel right And now I'm Between I do and I don't know Between I love you and letting go Between saying forever and knowing it might not ever get better Between losing my last name And taking his just to save some face I'm not sure if I'm making a mistake I'm just trying to find my place Between a rock and a heartbreak Tell my mama I don't care I just need a little air I can't tell her why I'm feeling anxious 'Cause I have what I should hold But my feet are feeling cold And I can't find any words to say it Maybe I just need some time Maybe then it'll feel right For now I'm Between I do and I don't know Between I love you and letting go Between saying forever and knowing it might not ever get better Between losing my last name And taking his just to save some face I'm not sure if I'm making a mistake I'm just trying to find my place Between a rock and a heartbreak Between a rock and a heartbreak Between a good man and a goodbye I don't wanna live a lie Between I do and I don't know Between I love you and letting go Between saying forever and knowing it might not ever get better Between losing my last name And taking his just to save some face I know I could be making a mistake I'm trying to give myself some grace 'Cause I'm just trying to find my place Between a rock and a heartbreak Between a rock and a heartbreak