Alone In My Mind

I keep myself sick Self-manipulating Like the silhouette of a cigarette See my life burn to ash I hold myself back Watch the house of cards fall Stricken with memories of a long past time Wait for the universe to self-align I feel that I'm close to burning out This voice in my head has me all empty now How does it feel to be alive Sometimes I believe it's just me alone in my mind I can't shake the thought That I am still lost Though my life seems all fine Do I lie to myself Am I someone else How can I find what's left behind Time can't replace the things that I once lost Buried so deep within for so long I feel that I'm close to burning out This voice in my head has me all empty now How does it feel to be alive Sometimes I believe it's just me alone in my mind Alone in my mind Alone in my mind I see my life Flash before my eyes While I'm dumbing down in 9 to 5 Please let me out I've almost drowned I forgot what living was all about I feel that I'm close to burning out This voice in my head has me all empty now How does it feel to be alive Sometimes I believe it's just me alone in my mind Alone in my mind Alone in my mind