I'm waiting for the day that I can finally walk away from all this bullshit

Sitting in my room, practicing how to be cool but I can't do it

I tried hard enough with my roommate and she's mean for a nurse but anyway

It wasn't enough and my life is weighing heavy on my chest

I feel so out of place

I'm just trying to erase myself whenever I get the chance

My need to evaporate and receive validation at the same time

Is just happenstance

Oh, it's happenstance

And yeah I could scream out, do something rash, make people look

But where would that leave me?

Scared as a dog, undercover where nobody can see

What's a girl gotta do to just not be me?

To just not be me

It wasn't enough and my life is weighing heavy on my chest

I feel so out of place

I'm just trying to erase myself whenever I get the chance

My need to evaporate and receive validation at the same time

Is just happenstance

Oh, it's happenstance

I feel so out of place

I'm just trying to erase myself whenever I get the chance

My need to evaporate and receive validation at the same time

Is just happenstance

Oh, it's happenstance