It's Not Love

I'm too tired to sleep, I can't turn off my mind When all of your problems lay right next to mine And the green paint, the white sheets This house we built for you and me I can't help but repeat the best dreams that we hoped would become reality But now I know the answer, why? I toss and turn like it's my fight or flight Like looking up at the sky And there's so much more than meets the eye And you said your life was lookin' gloom Like keeping all the pain inside of you I felt that I wasn't enough How can I call it hate, if it's not love? If it's not love And I know it's not perfect but I'll try to fix Everything we've been wanting, but it is what it is When you don't act like you cared And I'm left to plead what we built I will never understand why you did to treat me like I wasn't there