Catch me in the back with my head down

I’m just gonna fade to the background

I know that I’m awkward

Laugh at the wrong jokes, say all the wrong words

I want to die in the front seat

It feels like for the last few months we

Just can’t get it right, no love for life

Suicide on my mind every night

'Cause I don’t even know my place

What’s the point in being real when the world’s so fake?

How many motherfucking pills does it take before my heart shuts down and my lifeline breaks?

I haven’t seen a soul in three weeks

'Cause I never leave my bed, and I never even sleep

Lost 20 pounds, I don’t want to fucking eat

I just want to find some peace, oh god, please

It’s raining in the morning

It's raining in the evening

Raining when I go to bed

40 days and 40 nights

Nothing’s gonna be alright

Until I finally rest my head

Sometimes I wish I was dead

Finger to the back of my throat now

Again and again, get it all out

I know I’m impatient, fucked it all up again, because I stay so anxious

I need something to die for

I can’t put this life together like the tri-force

I need a little wisdom, courage, and power

So I’m puffing level up every hour

'Cause I don’t even know what’s real

Either feel like shit or I just don’t feel

How many bottles left on my bill

Before I leave this scene and I chase these pills?

For real, what’s going on?

You said it’s all right that it’s all wrong

But I’ll be okay just as long

As my spirit lives on through these songs but

It’s raining in the morning

It's raining in the evening

Raining when I go to bed

40 days and 40 nights

Nothing’s gonna be alright

Until I finally rest my head

Sometimes I wish I was dead

Sometimes I wish I was dead

We blow away like the leaves

(Sometimes I wish I was dead)

You thought you heard, misquoted

(Sometimes I wish I was dead)

”I think I know what it means”

(Sometimes I wish I was dead)

Guess I must’ve misspoken

(Sometimes I wish I was dead)

I rode the train today

Forgot how much I hate tight spaces

I hope it takes me far away

I hope you know that I'm off to the races, I'm off to the races

I'm off to the races