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Staring at my ceilin' Convince myself it's nothin' Pray to God to fix me Feeling guilty havin' thoughts at 12 years old Is mama gonna like this? (Ah-ah) I'm riskin' her of grandkids (ah-ah) Seven years of fighting, and I don't wanna fight no more (ah-ah) So I wanna let it out Wasn't ready then But I'm ready now I want my friends to know me Like, really, really know me I hope this doesn't change things, ooh, yeah They say that boys don't cry But newsflash, that's a lie I don't fit inside your boxes, I can't stop this, no So I'm counting down Unlock my cell And come on out Oh, my, beautiful bliss I'm so foreign to this Tell you what my walls know Here's my first hello Oh, my, such a relief I can be me I don't put on no show It's my first hello (oh) (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh) It's my first hello (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) All that I said, all that I did I learned to lock my thoughts up carefully I held my breath, I broke my heart I bit my tongue, it starts to bleed And I, I hope you know that it's not your fault Hope my father understands I'm not any less a man, mmm Oh, my, beautiful bliss I'm so foreign to this Tell you what my walls know Here's my first hello Oh, my, such a relief I can be me I don't put on no show It's my first hello (oh) (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh) It's my first hello (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) I wanna let it out Wasn't ready then But I'm ready now
Writer(s): Grant Christian Knoche, Tayler Joanne Buono Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com
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