13 Reasons

Take me back To the night that you left So I can get on my knees and Pray you never left and Learn to vent and Get these words I've hidden For so long on my chest 13 reasons why you were depressed 13 sleepless nights I thought of death Left with the thought of a fallen chair Hanging by a rope stretched I'm a mess I'm depressed I tried my best, to express But I still carry the guilt on my back Of why she fucking left It's been 10 years now Millan Enough tears you keep spilling You need to lift your chin up and Realise in this story you ain't the villein I'm outside Looking at the sky For your blue eyes Trying to realise No matter how hard that I try You ain't coming back to real life And I know It's gonna be hard Just to let you go But you need to know That you need to let me Let you go Don't wanna go home But I need to be alone Do this on my own Understand that I'm gonna be okay alone Gonna be okay alone Just tell me that I'm gonna be okay Demons go away When I see your face In a better place Hope when we meet It ain't the same way Struggling to cope Grabbing on a rope Trying to over dose Nother line of coke Fuck I came close Tryna leaving a note In an envelope But I know I'm not the only one Feeling certain ways Every night I use to drink the pain away Snort another line of Cain till it went away Feel it my head Better off dead Sweating in bed Sheets stained red Nights that I bled Books that I read Know that I dread Every single day getting up Every single days getting tough Every night I just wanna let go Cause I'm not enough