Sandcastle

I'm in search of stopping searching Cause I've been trying too hard not to try too hard I'm not quiet And when I am they say I'm not myself Always Giving more than I can give And my old ways are coming back to haunt me like a cold case So I'm left with nobody else But me I wear my heart on my sleeve But people here wear tank tops and dreams Dress opinions on me And it's hard It's too hard to see through the crowd I don't wanna wait another long round For something so short to push me back down Caught in a wave of heartache and hassle Build me up to crush my sandcastle And I don't wanna be the one showing up for guys that I want They don't give enough Caught in a wave of heartache and hassle Build me up to crush my sandcastle I've been stepping on my own feet Wish my skin was tough like the concrete I can't pour – anything but water from my pores Dry the crying, slam the doors Cause I can't do this anymore Tell my ex I'm done with his bitching I'm fed-up but I'm self sufficient I don't wanna wait another long round For something so short to push me back down Caught in a wave of heartache and hassle Build me up to crush my sandcastle And I don't wanna be the one showing up for guys that I want They don't give enough Caught in a wave of heartache and hassle Build me up to crush my sandcastle Build me up My sandcastle You can't crush My sandcastle Caught in a wave of heartache and hassle Build me up to crush my sandcastle I don't wanna wait another long round For something so short to push me back down Caught in a wave of heartache and hassle Build me up to crush my sandcastle And I don't wanna be the one showing up for guys that I want They don't give enough Caught in a wave of heartache and hassle I'm in search of stopping searching Cause I've been trying too hard not to try too hard I'm not quiet And when I am they say I'm not myself Always Giving more than I can give And my old ways are coming back to haunt me like a cold case So I'm left with nobody else But me I wear my heart on my sleeve But people here wear tank tops and dreams Dress opinions on me And it's hard It's too hard to see through the crowd I don't wanna wait another long round For something so short to push me back down Caught in a wave of heartache and hassle Build me up to crush my sandcastle And I don't wanna be the one showing up for guys that I want They don't give enough Caught in a wave of heartache and hassle Build me up to crush my sandcastle I've been stepping on my own feet Wish my skin was tough like the concrete I can't pour – anything but water from my pores Dry the crying, slam the doors Cause I can't do this anymore Tell my ex I'm done with his bitching I'm fed-up but I'm self sufficient I don't wanna wait another long round For something so short to push me back down Caught in a wave of heartache and hassle Build me up to crush my sandcastle And I don't wanna be the one showing up for guys that I want They don't give enough Caught in a wave of heartache and hassle Build me up to crush my sandcastle Build me up My sandcastle You can't crush My sandcastle Caught in a wave of heartache and hassle Build me up to crush my sandcastle I don't wanna wait another long round For something so short to push me back down Caught in a wave of heartache and hassle Build me up to crush my sandcastle And I don't wanna be the one showing up for guys that I want They don't give enough Caught in a wave of heartache and hassle Build me up to crush my sandcastle