bayou

I don't have the drive To lie to myself when I cry Baby, will you be in my mind If I go blind will you be my eyes Or bury alive? This body and mind Take with you all This love that we tried A feeling denied I am sick of being misplaced Misunderstood when faced It rains all the time Back where we lived Wasting my years Trying to save what we had It's all in my head Washing away Let me shower in shade I am a flower at heart Grey in the soul that I can't take apart Making of the mess of the person at large There is a hole in my heart that you can't fill at all I can't feel my hands, way to numb I dont know if I say it loud Will it help with all this Rush in my mind That will crack me open I am tired of hoping, no more coping Caffeine dope and A lot of "what ifs and maybes", forcing A lot of issues that will cut me open It's rains all the time Back where we lived Wasting my years Trying to save what we had It's all in my head Washing away Let me shower in shade It's rains all the time Back where we lived Wasting my years Trying to save what we had It's all in my head Washing away Let me shower in shade Bury me on a Sunday Too numb to stay On a lie, alone when All things burn down All things burn down