Never Got Better (acoustic)

Please Don't ask me How I've been doing 'Cause I don't wanna lie to you I've felt like me The last few weeks But if i start talking I'll think about the shit I've been through Then I'll be knee deep in those Feelings i've been Trying so hard to escape But oh god, now it's too late Suddenly I'm right back in it Shaking and scared to death I feel it Pounding up in my chest One second Step back, and i just can't Hold it together I'm back re-living Trying to catch my breath I miss it End up back in my head My prison, hope i'm not on the edge Like this forever Cuz every time that i remember It's like I never got better at all At square one, and it takes months Until I feel normal And one day if i scroll back too far The photos put me in those Feelings I've been trying so hard to escape But oh god, now it's too late And suddenly I'm right back in it Shaking and scared to death I feel it Pounding up in my chest One second Step back, and I just can't Hold it together I'm back re-living Trying to catch my breath I miss it End up back in my head My prison, hope I'm not on the edge Like this forever Cuz every time that i remember It's like i never got better at all AHHH 10 steps backwards without a warning Push it down till i can't ignore it Crying on the floor I've been here before Suddenly I'm right back in it Shaking and scared to death I feel it Pounding up in my chest One second Step back, and i just can't Hold it together I'm back re-living Trying to catch my breath I miss it End up back in my head My prison, hope i'm not on the edge Like this forever Tryna keep on getting better Moving forward even if I might fall But every time that i remember It's like i never got better at all