3 Days Sober

I had an epiphany last night Turns out I might be alright Don't get mad, I miss you bad I'm skilled at taking pills not prescribed for me I've been drowning, got some gills to breathe Yeah, I've been dealing I'm rebuilding, I'm rebounding Are you proud of me? I've been ridiculous all my life Lonely for the last time I blame my dad I'm sick of fucking up Still learning as I go I'm 3 days sober just so everybody knows Now I've been missing for a minute Been way over the limit Been dealing with a nightmare Yeah, you're always in it Yeah, I try to keep it all in Bottle it up, let it win But I had an epiphany last night Turns out I might be alright So hold off the goodbyes Now I know I'm not a bitch I know I jet on But I felt like shit for so damn long Yeah, it's no quick fix Don't get me wrong but honestly, it's real to me Sticks and stones may break my bones But your words really crushed me Brush my teeth to this beat Last year really fucked me Now I've been missing for a minute Been way over the limit Been dealing with a nightmare Yeah, you're always in it Yeah, I try to keep it all in Bottle it up, let it win But I had an epiphany last night Turns out I might be alright So hold off the goodbyes I'm sick of fucking up Still learning as I go I'm 3 days sober just so everybody knows I wanna be in love That we can take it slow I'm 3 days sober just so everybody knows Now I've been missing for a minute Been way over the limit Been dealing with a nightmare Yeah, you're always in it Yeah, I try to keep it all in I try to keep it all in But I had an epiphany last night Turns out I might be alright So hold off the goodbyes Now I've been missing for a minute Been way over the limit Been dealing with a nightmare Yeah, you're always in it Yeah, I try to keep it all in Bottle it up, let it win But I had an epiphany last night Turns out I might be alright So hold off the goodbyes Last night, oh fuck I fucked it up again It's all I ever fucking do