If I Die

I'ma mind my own business Fuck my feelings And I'm sad and she's sad too If I die then I had to My life is turned upside-down, like why? (Why?) And goddamn I don't wanna write no list I don't wanna fuck my wrist, goddamn (goddamn) Took it all the way Took it all the way It goes away Then it comes back again Damn, I guess you lost another friend (another) Talking about it like it's a goddamn choice (it ain't a choice) Keep on fucking, talking, I'ma shut your voice 'Cause I rock designer, don't mean I'm Gucci You would know if you fucking knew me She said, "Let 'em talk, it goes right through me" I don't know if she said that truly Hello, you don't gotta lie And I know it's hard sometimes How can they think that we don't try Even though we tell them And I'm sad and she's sad too If I die then I had to My life is turned upside-down, like why? (Why?) And I'm sad and she's sad too If I die then I had to My life is turned upside-down, like why? (Why?) And I tip-toe back to the darkness I don't want this What the fuck is it you not get? I don't really wanna talk it out (yeah) I just really wanna walk it out I'ma mind my own business But my feelings slowly killing They be drilling into my head You don't wanna come and see it, you don't I used to say that I was blessed But now I feel like I'm possessed To live my life, I think it's over Yeah, yeah And I'm sad and she's sad too If I die then I had to My life is turned upside-down, like why? And I'm sad and she's sad too If I die then I had to My life is turned upside-down, like why?