Singing About Drinking

I haven't been drinking as much as I have been singing about drinking I don't know if I have been feeling any better But the smiles aren't the same This time around, I'm pretty sure I think that they are actually genuine Who knows how long it'll stick around I'll take what I can get to feel okay I think I've got to step away Maybe take a break I'm burning myself out Losing track of what's fun I wanna have my own bed I want to sit and play guitar I've been working so hard I don't know where I've been Where have I been? I'll go out and watch my friends play music And feel okay for the night The feeling fades but I'm okay I'll wake up somehow and get through the day It's strange to know just how this goes The ups and downs can feel so incidental Just take them in and keep moving Forget the fact that you acted that way These Stupid Songs are always there To pull me out of depression I want to believe that I will never forget them I only fucked up once It was a better day than yesterday It was a better day than yesterday It was a better day than yesterday I haven't been drinking As much as I have been singing about drinking I don't know if I have been feeling any better But the smiles aren't the same This time around, I'm pretty sure I think that they are actually genuine Who knows how long it'll stick around I'll take what I can get to feel okay I think I've got to step away Maybe take a break I'm burning myself out Losing track of what's fun I wanna have my own bed I want to sit and play guitar I've been working so hard I don't know where I've been Where have I been? Where have I been?