Lights Are Many

The glass in front of me, half empty Why do I fill it with what only poisons me Is it the hope that lives inside That hungers forevermore Is it the child high on his dreams Clinging on to his fantasy world Who wants me to walk through the flames Knowing I'll hurt again Always forcing me to return And relive the pain again She was the light behind the door That should have been sealed forevermore Weak as I was My lust would seal my misfortune Again I will walk the path that burns No matter how much it's gonna hurt Because in the end The lights are many, and nights are long Once upon a time My heart was content alone Until a star woke it up with the light it shone I used to burn my wings to the bone Then always grow them back After each radiant sun would burn me And then would turn to black But I failed to see the truth Now I can smile The damage undone Finally I have learned That I am the sun