Did I happen to miss something important ?

Are you still waiting for me to come out as cordial?

Flip the chaos and put it in order?

Imagine being stupid and millions of dollars become useless

That's what an excuse is to never make the movement

Talk about your whole life being an illusion

Never won a fight but, always talking stick and moving

My educated life could end up being a movie

Stubborn to the brain nobody can save me

I'll be in my study I'm studying patience

Maybe if the sign was more illuminated

I'd be less afraid of being jaded when I finally make it

But the pattern has consistency

It's borderline obsessed with me

The fans are always checking me

They need to smoke a blunt with me let it happen naturally and let them fall in love with me

What's fame when I got family as company?

What's left when my best friend gone now?

Still have early mornings where I need to be alone out

Doing what I set to

Nobody is meant to be with me forever

I didn't really expect you

The way I'm used to being disappointed disrespectful

I don't know what I'm looking for but you ain't special

I can tell you that following rhythm is in my metronome

But there's a part of my little heart that I hold back

She wanna tell me that I'm cold and that's the reason I'm alone

And never warm when I need that

Too busy tripping over looking up ahead it's like I'm fiending on finding it

I'm sure there's a reason I cant define it yet

Albeit, this art that I'm finer at with no desire to be great at that

Virtually I have it all as fore mentioned all of that

I love watching the evolution of growing up fast till we're out of here