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Stigma
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Stigma was released on January 20, 2023 by Parker Jack Records as a part of the album Stigma - Single
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Release DateJanuary 20, 2023
LabelParker Jack Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
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Valence
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Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Parker Hudson David Jack
Parker Hudson David Jack
Songwriter

Lyrics

Yeah, I went to a therapist
He's tryna tell me the thoughts that I have in my head are all bad
He told me write down my feelings
And tell him how I feel about them when they're on the pad
I gave an explanation plus an exclamation
At the end, just to show him I'm mad
Product of my environment, I don't mean to pass the blame
But I'ma pass it to my dad
I don't like to be the math
I don't like to be the stigma, I hate how it feels
I don't like walking inside of a room
And every person looking at me, like I'll kill
Y'all don't know how that feels to the people that are mental ill
Y'all don't know
Y'all don't know what it's like to take pills every night
A mouse on a wheel
Losing control of the thoughts in my head
I lay in the blankets inside of my bed
Wait 'til the morning when I take my meds
Here, let me show you the cycle again
I take about two by nine
Then one by three, now six to feel anymore
I keep on zoning out all the time
No wonder the teachers think I'm doing poor
Teachers like telling my mother that I can not concentrate
Listen and that I am bored
Praying to angels all of the time
Meanwhile, my demons just knock at my door
Here they come
Knock, knock, are you ready for the violence?
Ready for the silence?
That comes when you walk around
Tryna figure out if you're misguided
And everything you thought is twisted one-sided
I've been tryna figure out all of the time
What this talking inside my mind is
Am I just crazy?
Why? Why doesn't anything phase me?
Am I just lazy?
For thinking, nothing 'bout everything lately
I'm feeling it often, all of my sadness
Find a way to suppress it
I went to the doctors looking for answers
But I came out with questions
Why do I feel this way?
Why do I feel this shame?
I blame it on trauma
Blame it on Dad for not showing the path
Depression I have, I blame it on Mama
Blame all the drama my exes has brought
For taking my heart, to break it in half
Wish upon karma for everybody
That's looking my way and wishing me bad
Sleep paralysis, I cannot sleep at night
That's when the demons are at it
Speaking of matter, thinking too deep
I guess it's just part of my habit
Been the example of bad
Psychiatrist is laughing when I ask him
"How you gonna give me a psycho-analysis
When you need it more than I am?"
Written by: Parker Hudson David Jack
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