Self-destructive, sometimes I feel like nobody hear

But if you listen to me clearly, you'll be filled with fear

Never gave a fuck, im going up, it ain't no time for tears

Imma give it all I got and never stop until the top is here

I lost a lot of homies that I wish and prayed was still here

Sucka side watered them **** over they still scared

Alot of weird shit been going on and im tryna ignore it

I've been going hard since last night; it's 5 in the morning

They think it's crazy how my life turned out to be

I'm so AOT ahead of time I knew this who ill be

Ever since a youngin, I been thuggin'

Ain't no **** tell me nothin

What was u gon do if you heard yo mom was down and she strugglin?

I had hit the field to chase a bag, and then I doubled it

I gave her half a stack n hid the rest by my cousins shit

I fell in love with the gang and never went back home

I didn't feel no pain until the night they killed 50 Bang

??? shit ion' know but i love my loc

Spoetyanna always kepy it spoety watch over me fold

Get back ain't got no time limit Tell hard head I got eem

If i spot eem i got eem

Im sending shots tryna drop him

My brodie down for a homi, ain't comin home til he 90

Im tellin bitches to write me and sendin flicks to excite me

You know you only get 1 life and thats it right?

Yes, im comitted to this shit cause its the life that i wanna live

Ill lose it all for my bros i love my Z's

My lil sister named zariah i promise to never leaver her

And my family is belizan, they be trippin for no reason

My grandma smoke woods, good cooks what she breathin

Mama said he kept it real and never turned her back on me

But i ain't fuckin with her daughter unless she throw the stack on me

I got bitches steady watching me like sony

Tiny frank gon keep it on eem

Tiny Oowoo thats my brother thatss my homie

If triple dip say fuck cuh then we on eem

Holly like to hop out and strip rollies

That boy always get to trippin he even beefin with homieshabe you ever hit a cell by yourself and felt lonely?

If luther king ain't have that dream i wonder where we would be

If malcom X didn't pull up deep they would have beat em in the street

And i go crazy with this shit i feel the studio with ease

Im snappin out on every beat cause this the shit that help me eat

??? said ride or die but then she turned around and died

She picked sides, she switched up, and she lied

She tried to fuck ? like i ain't get enough from raven

Kalen held me down she still waitin'

Im with all the activities and i been participatin'

Why these **** out here hating

I know god and satan

**** prayin i dont make it

Politicin' on my chain but can't take it

If i buy another bottle is you gon drank it?

If I catch another case is you gon hold a **** down?

Or you gon leave me for a clown?