Bittersweet

I used to walk it out with my kinfolk Bodies bend to the tempo Watching the old heads grins go Tenfold, my friends blow Kush called grandaddy ain't had one for years The object's always closer than it appears Well abject go that way Tax code don't touch me Black code don't crunch me To smithereens, I've withered under Better sons than overseers I understand I'm just an offspring Of a newly freed man Of a newly freed clan Me and my newly freed hands We were made shaping clay and We were made for planting seed To reap the winnings of our day And baby it's a celebration, clap clap bravo I want what's mine today, can't be worried about tomorrow, so I don't want it if it's bittersweet I don't want it I don't want it I don't want it I don't want it if it ain't for me It's abolition or bust you gotta trust me I don't want it if it's bittersweet I don't want it I don't want it I don't want it I don't want it if it ain't for me Hey freedom I was thinkin' of you I want both hands around your waist And your chin grazing my shoulder Your lips all on my ear to convince me I should stay over I want lazy disposition to moving this to the bed I want pages pushed from the table room for bodies instead I want nails in my back I want heels on my spine I want thighs on my hip I want you time after time And most importantly my love I want you off of my mind I want you under my gaze I want you, I want you I be so tempted to touch Got you tucked under my mental For centuries we been fucked So I'm holding onto this gentle I'm holding onto your body Golden flying where doves should be I think freedom might be you loving me But I don't want it if it's bittersweet I don't want it I don't want it I don't want it And I don't want you if you ain't for me Yeah I don't want it if it's bittersweet I don't want it I don't want it I don't want it I don't want it if it ain't for me It's abolition or bust you gotta trust me I don't want it if it's bittersweet I don't want it I don't want it I don't want it I don't want it if it ain't for me Hey freedom I was thinkin' of you I don't want it if it's bittersweet I don't want it I don't want it I don't want it I don't want it if it ain't for me It's abolition or bust you gotta trust me I don't want it if it's bittersweet I don't want it I don't want it I don't want it I don't want it if it ain't for me Hey freedom I was thinkin' of you I don't wanna have to search for joy, I want my shit plain I don't want more silver linings at the edge of my pain I don't want my niggas marching or them chanting my name I want my sweet without the bitter, gimme sun with no rain