Mother (feat. Outis)

I can hear my demons

Knocking on my door

Oh momma I'm still grieving

I can feel it in my core

Tell me why I've been dreaming

That you are still alive

Then I wake up with this feeling

Like I just wanna die

Cause these dreams feel like

Real life

Until I realize

That its all just lies

Not day goes by

Where I don't miss you

But every day I try

To put effort just to get through

I knew your days were numbered

And how much you had suffered

But there was no one who was tougher

Than my Mother

When I cried you gave me comfort

Soothed me back into my slumber

So don't forget to tell your mother

That you love her

I look at all these strangers

Disguised as my friends

But I will not let this anger

Define who I am

Because you taught me to keep love in my heart

Especially once we're apart

You taught me how to want to go far

Even when sometimes it's hard

There's nothing more precious

Than a loving caring mom

When her love is so infectious

You'll still feel it when shes gone

Not day goes by

Where I don't miss you

But every day I try

To put effort just to get through

I knew your days were numbered

And how much you had suffered

But there was no one who was tougher

Than my Mother

When I cried you gave me comfort

Soothed me back into my slumber

So don't forget to tell your mother

That you love her

Miss you like no other

I was only 10 years old, Mother

Oh, brother

Sister, I'm weak

We were once the Three Musketeers

But the

Circumstances we were under

Would slowly begin tearing us asunder

But don't you worry, it ain't your blunder

We ships in the night full of rain & thunder

But I always wondered about the needle that punctured

I mean, all that I'd seen was discomfort

Diabetes would leave you discolored

But I ain't understand how serious it was then

That was the minute that I stopped believing

My thoughts were so uneven

Life had lost all its meaning

I couldn't smile but for you, I'd pretend

That I saw every hand you tried to lend

I just wanna co-sleep with you again

So I might OD to do it then

And If I solely live life lowkey

Will I slowly just die lonely

I don't wanna cry but it controls me

Plus I've already tried to be stony

But when you left, it caused such commotion

The house you raised us in was now broken

It's been several years & still I can't cope with it

Those photo albums, I still can't open them

I hold you close & can't let you go because sadly, I'm codependent

I was the one you always protected

I gave her your ring but it's in better hands with me

I knew your days were numbered

And how much you had suffered

But there was no one who was tougher

Than my Mother

When I cried you gave me comfort

Soothed me back into my slumber

So don't forget to tell your mother

That you love her

(Yea)