Galaxies

So many colors and bright lights Your brief touch left me tantalized Took a ride melody floating You're hypnotic and I'm mesmerized So many colors and bright lights Gorgeous Planets have me starry eyed Took a ride melody flowing Thoughts and dreams finally combined She told me to live and said Don't you dare ever die How am I supposed to grieve when my heart is in denial My world is spinning I can't compete They're's layers to it peeling back the sheets Hated to do it I feel the defeat Self growth can be so laughably bittersweet For however long I was on my own I was hoping the only notifications were you calling my phone I keep asking what I did wrong But it's hard to concentrate when a lost mind roams I swear I'm searching the galaxies! For the sole purpose of finding the best version of me I been having our favorite song on repeat You meant so much you left a mark on me This is a soliloquy of my crisis existentially I've been processing mentally Baggage over the years is a lot to leave It's a long hard grind though Never said it wasn't gone take time though The pain in your eyes is like a blindfold So take it off so the light can shine through It's Jīmmy When time frames pass by me I say look at how it changed Abjection is a game guessing how you're gonna stay the same Aye bro sip the bottle sip the bottle c'mon numb the pain Just cause I'm young and fucking dumb don't mean I can't be depressed and strained Prologue All the memories we had Experiences we shared A bridge that's burned and I don't know if it can ever be repaired I'm starting to realize the part of you I loved died And won't ever burn the same way again On my bed I'm infused en root Thinking did I fight nail and tooth? Time blends I cannot move Yearning for another's shoes Feeling so confused Why did I extended my heart to you Taking in my blame Focusing on bettering my health I'm so done living and loving for someone else Turning this heavy page I'm scared for whatever comes next Alone entering your space knowing only time reveals the next step So many colors and bright lights Gorgeous Planets have me starry eyed Took a ride melody flowing Thoughts and Dreams finally combined