On the Floor

I'm trying but still I close my eyes

The dreaming bringing his face to mine

(Lock the door)

The constant buzzing all through the night

The fighting rips me apart inside

(On the floor)

I pace, I run my mouth I pray and wait

I cross his name out on the page

(How long ‘til) This washes away?

(How long 'til) My body is safe?

(How long 'til) I walk in the light?

(How long 'til) This heart isn't mine?

The rise and fall of his chest on me

I'm trying but still it's all I see

The violent current of energy

I hide it away and underneath

(Lock the door)

I shake, I promise everyday to change

I cross his name out on the page

(How long til) This washes away?

(How long 'til) My body is safe?

(How long 'til) I walk in the light?

(How long 'til) This heart isn't mine?

Take this wildness away

I'm trying but still I close my eyes

The dreaming bringing his face to mine

(Out the door)

I pace, I run my mouth I pray to change

I cross his name out on the page

(How long 'til) This washes away?

(How long 'til) My body is safe?

(How long 'til) This heart isn't mine?

I just want him in my arms

I just want him in my arms