Spiral

It's clawing at my skin over and over again It brings me to knees to my death my final breath I see the pieces shattered little shards of glass They cut down in my skin this time will surely end I see the pieces shattered little shards of glass They cut down in my skin this time will surely end My life hasn't been the same trying to find a place of comfort will always fail Questioning if I'm to blame this state of mind has trapped me inside of my own hell Trapped in this oscillation with panic and trepidation I can't feel my face paralyzed to my waist Trapped in this oscillation with panic and trepidation I can't feel my face paralyzed to my waist All the choices I've made have took me right to this place I've made my decision and I will get through this maze All the choices I've made have took me right to this place I've made my decision and I will get through this maze A never ending spiral I've been pushed to the edge My life's slowly fading The walls are caving in A never ending spiral I've been pushed to the edge My life's slowly fading The walls are caving in It's getting hard to see the forest from the trees I see shards of glass it's my mistakes from the past How would humans survive if we didn't feel pain This world isn't for me I can finally be free It's clawing at my skin over and over again It brings me to my knees to my death my final breath It's clawing at my skin over and over again It brings me to my knees to my death my final breath The walls are closing in Is this just a dream Or am I slipping into the void My head is decomposing the stitching rips at the seam I've lost my self I've lost my sense of security Fall Fall Fall Fall Fall Fall Fall Fall A never ending spiral I've been pushed to the edge My life's slowly fading The walls are caving in A never ending spiral I've been pushed to the edge My life's slowly fading The walls are caving in It's getting hard to see the forest from the trees I see shards of glass it's my mistakes from the past Everyday feels the same Drained dull empty and grey How would humans survive if we didn't feel pain This world isn't for me I can finally be free How would humans survive if we didn't feel pain This world isn't for me I can finally be at peace I can finally be at peace