I'm Sorry

Butterflies in my skull when you sat me down At the Dayglow café I know that I haven't been myself That I lost my courage Petrol in the air, wisteria and scrambled eggs Try to pin me down but I can't stand to show you He affected me I'm sorry (I'm sorry) It's easier to be numb I'm sorry (I'm sorry) It's really just hard to trust anyone It's really just hard to trust anyone Sky blue shirt and I'm so desperately hurt But I know you're there And I can't make myself open up As the sirens blare Petrol in the air, wisteria and scrambled eggs Try to pin me down but I can't stand for you to see me like this I'm sorry (I'm sorry) It's easier to be numb I'm sorry (I'm sorry) It's really just hard to trust anyone It's really just hard to trust anyone I've been working incessantly But that won't keep the wolves away I been working incessantly Like a wasp, feeling trapped and crazed Tried to tell my therapist everything Tried to meditate Fuck the pain away Tried to move out to LA Dye my hair lime, be a saint But I won't peek through the blinds I've shut in myself And so nothing changed Yeah I won't peek through the blinds I've shut in myself And so nothing changed I'm sorry (I'm sorry) It's easier to be numb I'm sorry (I'm sorry) It's really just hard to trust anyone It's really just hard to trust anyone It's really just hard to trust anyone