Seasons

The wind The wind blows hard through all the seasons Yo, the fight of fights with myself, please And I ain't having it You give me praise and accolades Top gunner, I'm a maverick Walking through the valley of the shadow of death Suck it up, spit it out, smoke a joint and I rest, yeah This and that and this and that to cope Telling me to shut the fuck up and stay on my toes In the end we're all dead but the end seem endless Can't get out of bed for breakfast Gotta say I'm fine but I am my own tempest, I got it Drown it out and fuck a new conquest, 'about it Don't mean to be rude, this is a crude stream of consciousness Words spill out, and if they hurt, man, I never meant it I'm sick and tired of people telling me to walk this shit off Walking down this yellow brick road, I'm looking for Oz I click my Louboutins to take me to where I was My reality, or maybe it's my weak mentality The wind blows hard through all the seasons Swing low too slow Panoramic panic so I lost my flow Figure it out, winging it out But a couple hundred voices are shouting out loud, woah! Ticking tockin' look at the clock and I'm jockin' Wishing I popped melatonin, uh You gotta give me a moment, uh (You gotta give me a moment, give me a moment) Now breathe in, breathe out Go over my check list before I head out Is the light off Is the fan off Is the gas off Is the mask on Is the man gone Who keeps telling me to check, check it again You double checked nine times so why not ten Praying to a god who ain't there, why not I don't know, he never gave his best shot I thought things align by divine design The universal mandate is all fine But the best I do is spit out a rhyme Or lie to me like I do all the time Ten times always works a charm But I guess another look won't do no harm Stay calm Ring the alarm if you nagwan' You not a speck on the ant farm You're like a boy in the background Yo, this downward spiral is viral and no vaccine can kill this cycle This downward spiral is viral and no vaccine can kill this cycle The wind blows hard through all the seasons