Music Video
Music Video
Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
james october
Performer
Hana Aluna
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Hana Aluna Loggins
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
james october
Producer
Lyrics
Just came back from my first appointment
With a young, smiling psychiatrist
She told me to just start at the beginning But I already know how this will end
I’ve spent so long being told what I’ve got It’s not like it’s my first rodeo
These twisted voices echo in my head
I really just wanna be alone
They tell me, “if you leave us
You’ll leave the only home you’ve ever known”
I shake her hand and pick up my prescription Maybe there’ll be answers for me now
Or better yet, a moment of silence
But I’m not so sure that that’s allowed
I’ve spent too long being told what I’ve got It’s not like it’s my first rodeo
These twisted voices echo in my head Why won’t they leave me alone?
They tell me, “if we leave, you’ll be more alone than you have ever known”
Maybe no one’s got it all together
Maybe I don’t have that much to lose
My whole life I’ve been afraid of something But I didn’t know you were scared too
See I’ve spent too long feeling sorry for something That I have never been able to control
These twisted voices echo in my head
They think they can make themselves at home
They tell me, “if we leave you
We’ll leave the only home we’ve ever known”
See, I’ve spent too long wondering what went so wrong I know a little pill might not solve it all
But these twisted voices that echo through my head They’ve got to grab their things and go
‘Cause they forgot I have a home, and a wife who loves me so, and a job, and a life I want to live
And it could start with seeing this psychiatrist
Written by: Hana Aluna Loggins