Become of Me

Am I enough? This life just feels so heavy This air inside my lungs Is all I'm holding onto What are we made of Desperate to find my worth My ultimatum This question is my curse These bones like shattered glass These shells weren't built to last I'm wading in the deep end Waiting to finally see what becomes of me I've waited so long to find where I belong I threw my heart out to see if you'll remember me Nothing feels right Sabotage myself out of spite My worth, my value just out of sight I'll try to find my way A beaten path to stray I'm confident I can find Something new I can leave behind My dreams feel more like a tightrope But I can see the other side I'm wading in the deep end Waiting to finally see what becomes of me I've waited so long to find where I belong I threw my heart out to see if you'll remember me If all I am Is just a memory A fleeting strand What will it mean to those around me I refuse to believe I refuse to believe It all means nothing I'm wading in the deep end Waiting to finally see what becomes of me I've waited so long to find where I belong I'd tear my heart out to see if you'll remember I'm wading in the deep end Waiting to finally see what becomes of me I've waited so long to find where I belong I threw my heart out to see if you'll remember me If all I am Is just a memory A fatal strand Give all am So at least I can say I tried I refuse to believe It all means nothing