I know I fucked up
It's been 20 days
And we haven't talked
So desperate to know
How you are
Where you are
Are you seeing anybody?
Got my sunglasses
I Got my distractions
People ask how I'm holding up
I'm fucking fantastic
My heart is plastic
Hollow and cracking
Laying in our bed alone
No I can't move on
No I can't move on
You held us for so long
I was heavy
And you were stronger
Goddamn I was so off
For thinking you
Were the one to blame
When I was half of everything, I
Got my sunglasses
I got my distractions
People ask how I'm holding up
I'm fucking fantastic
My heart is plastic
Hollow and cracking
Laying in our bed alone
No I can't move on
Why'd I give you up?
Why'd I give you up?
Tell me I'm wrong
Why'd I give you up?
Why'd I give you up?
A girl like me ain't
Used to being
Someone else's drug
And I can't move on
Why'd I give you up?
Why'd I give you up?
Hey I'm not ready
I'm so heavy
Time is moving slow
I'm not ready
I'm so heavy
Why'd I let you go?
I can't move on
Why oh why
And I can't move on
