Back to You

Well I gambled my last dollar on a girl in a sequin dress I was just outside of Philly trying to thumb my way back west In a dirty bathroom mirror, I tried to cut myself off I was always all or nothing and my courage keeps getting lost All the words you said to me came back on the drive Couldn't bear to bring myself inside because I'm barely alive Oh darling mine oh I'm going to make it back to you I'm going to make it back to you Oh darling mine oh I'm going to make it back to you I'm going to make it back to you I keep waking up with cold sweats they've been tearin' me at my seams I wish missing you was easier than you've been missing me All the anger in my bloodline had me going for my knife I felt guilty I felt crazy I cried the rest of the night Every time I turn around I see the look in your eyes Couldn't bear to bring myself inside because I'm barely alive Oh darling mine oh I'm going to make it back to you I'm going to make it back to you Oh darling mine oh I'm going to make it back to you I'm going to make it back to you oh You could call me in the morning just to see if I'm all right You could tell me that you love me even if I know it's a lie I'll keep driving in the direction my home used to be But it's just a worn out picture dancing like a faded magazine And every time I look inside feel like I'm losing my mind Couldn't bear to bring myself inside because I'm barely alive Oh darling mine oh I'm going to make it back to you I'm going to make it back to you Oh darling mine oh I'm going to make it back to you I'm going to make it back to you oh