I Never Say No

Do you ever just think What do you miss when you blink? I've been tryna see it all Do you ever just miss The time you dream and you'd wish That you could jump without the fall? I'm so hardly self aware And I think that so much is so unfair And I hate myself in pictures And I can't admit a single thing To myself and every song I write Is about somebody else And I never say no Wish that I'd know Could you please just spell it out to me? 'Cause you make it look so damn easy But no I just don't know Do you ever just wanna laugh at your own jokes? I laugh at them all Why am I so obsessed with what they think might be best? As if it's their call I'm so hardly self aware And I think that so much is so unfair And I hate myself in pictures And I can't admit a single thing To myself and every song I write Is about somebody else And I never say no Wish that I'd know Could you please just spell it out to me? 'Cause you make it look so damn easy But no I just don't know I just don't know Slipping outside of myself again No, I just don't know God I better stop and count to ten No, I just don't know So in love with who I am to them I just don't know God I just don't know Why do we always play pretend? No, I just don't know Guilt has always been my closest friend I just don't know When will the sad girl hours end? I just don't know I'm so hardly self aware And I think that so much is so unfair And I hate myself in pictures And I can't admit a single thing To myself and every song I write Is about somebody else And I never say no I never say no I never say no Oh, oh, oh