Lose a Friend

I just wanna wake up From these bad dreams Every time I go to sleep I need a Vaccine This depressions a sickness and everyone knows that I got it If misery loves company then lets talk about it How come I'm alone The reason I feel like I'm losing this war Is cause I fight on my own Yeah I said it I'm all on my own And I feel like I can't have a bad day They ask how I'm doing just to hear that I'm okay So I tell em I'm fine Then I ask that question inside Do they know that I'm lying But I'd rather do that than to feel like I'm wasting they time Don't nobody care that I'm dying inside Does anyone know that I don't feel alive If you pick me up Can you hold on to me tightly The thought of me falling again Is honestly frightening Cause I can't go through it again I can't keep playing pretend I don't want lose to my thoughts But I don't think I can win I don't think I'll find the answers or strength Cause I just feel empty inside When I'm searching within I gotta battle the darkness inside if I wanna live I don't know what I'm fighting for Can anybody tell me what I'm fighting for Cause I don't see the point in all this They say that they're fighting for me I don't ever see it though I don't ever see it Maybe I just need a friend Or maybe I should fight it more But I can't ever beat it Don't feel like I'm me no more If people really love me Can you tell me why they leaving Cause people say they love me But they always end up leaving Pick me up Pull me close Hold me tightly Till you put me down Pick me up Pull me close Hold me tightly Till you put me down