Trapped (feat. JD Menace)

Trapped in my thoughts Lately I been feeling so lost No one to turn to no one to call Carrying all this weight I'm just trynna shake it off But I can't seem to shake it off Trapped in my mind Weight on my shoulders fucking up my spine Heart getting colder and colder with time Me and some of my loved ones don't see eye to eye Some people I fucked with ain't believe in the grind They thought I was hollin' they thought I was lying They ain't wanna see this sweet vision of mine So now when the see me I'm legally blind Bitch I can't see you Talk about traumatized I done damn near met death a couple times I'm talking shit I know I wasn't supposed to survive It's fucking with me cause I ain dead but my brother died Like how the fuck nigga Every time I think bout it I just wish I could beat yo ass Cause yeen even have to be there in the first place You had a couple of places you know you coulda crashed You let them fuck niggas do you in the worst way But it ain't your fault It's my fault For letting you get back in that car The fuck I thought Now look I can't eem call you nigga a painful thought Can't hit da mall and ball with you nigga a painful cost But fuck it ima carry the legacy and keep being a better me Cause even though you gone physically I know you always there to see Ain saying I can't do it but this shit can drive you crazy When I revert to that hurt it's a maze cause I get trapped in my thoughts Trapped in my thoughts Lately I been feeling so lost No one to turn to no one to call Carrying all this weight Im just trynna shake it off But I can't seem to shake it off Switch the setting I was getting use to thugging A magician I make something out of nothin Oh my god I'm the one bring the sun to the summit Bring the dark into light for the hour I ain't rushing But it's cool I gotta play it smart out the shed with a tool Can't feel my face I be high on the moon The xans got me fried now I'm writing to a tune I've been fiending for a perk that shit put me in a mood I don't even wanna call I don't even want a phone In my head but I'm grinding all alone Moving out how its empty in the home But I'm high I don't care I've been tearing in my zone Ain't no stressing lil shawty I am grown Only trusting on my wallet and my chrome I've been lost in these thoughts and this shit she doesn't know Ima speed in that lane like I ain't paying tolls Look Hands down we done struggled from the last time Heartbreak we been running through a fast life Too high got me thinking of a past life Smoke away to past time Pain I felt it mad times With this pressure got my back against the wall All the cases and the trouble they appalled I gotta make it home told my mother I can't fall With these lyrics I know I can prove it all Trapped in my thoughts Lately I been feeling so lost No one to turn to no one to call Carrying all this weight I'm just trynna shake it off But I can't seem to shake it off