Lord Knows

Still thuggin' trying to live it up Been around the world Still feel like I ain't did enough They got my back, against the wall Got a 30 in this glizzy, baby I'm just trying to ball, yeah And I been thinking, for a minute I been smoking, I been sipping I been trying to dodge the system babe But I accept the way I live Got me tatted from my face, to my neck, to my rib Reminiscing on the old days I'm pouring drank, I'm trying to not go to my old ways Still had it rollin on a slow day Bouncing out a, Porsche truck Clutching on a new drac In and out that maserati thang Hoping drugs, ease the pain Trying to catch a body, man Reminiscing about my, past life Trying to get my current right Trying to get my act right But it's hard for a real nigga Finger on the trigger, trying to stand over a little nigga Got too much pain that I been holding in Lord knows I'm holding on, trying to up the score again Cuz nigga I can't never see, my bro again Nigga no you ain't never gon' see, your bros again Got too much pain that I been, holding in Lord knows I'm holding on, trying to up the score again Imagine losing your nigga, to some fuck shit Imagine making decisions, that you stuck with Got the choice to keep gunnin' or throw it out the window And your conscience is talking, clutching that extendo Feeling guilty your reaction ain't, what should've been Fuck it komakazi life or death, we gon' meet again Made a vow to my people, that Ima ride for them If it's on and cracking, I'm there, then Ima die for them Too many people still breathing And I don't understand it Tell you they love you, they lying They just leave you stranded Can't get back what I lost Always poker face, if I smirk I'm playing it off Aye, if you see me then you know, I got it You niggas ain't slick enough Save yourself, don't even try it Aye, and that tough talk I never mind it Bro shit, I don't trust If nigga play, then niggas dying But it's hard for a real nigga Finger on the trigger, trying to stand over a little nigga Got too much pain that I been holding in Lord knows I'm holding on, trying to up the score again Cuz nigga I can't never see, my bro again Nigga no you ain't never gon' see, your bros again Got too much pain that I been, holding in Lord knows I'm holding on, trying to up the score again (Instrumental) But it's hard for a real nigga Finger on the trigger, trying to stand over a little nigga Got too much pain that I been holding in Lord knows I'm holding on, trying to up the score again Cuz nigga I can't never see, my bro again Nigga no you ain't never gon' see, your bros again Got too much pain that I been, holding in Lord knows I'm holding on, trying to up the score again