I'm trying to get sober, stuck in my head, it's been getting bad, does anyone notice

I'm playing pretend, I'm failing my friends, I'm losing my focus

Forever young, that's just the front, we only get older

I'm stuck in the past, I only exist in my memories

I had nowhere to run, except when chasing down with Hennessy

Yeah, I got a story, but trying to tell it, that's a mystery

Retracing my steps to find my inner peace

But you can trust that I'm trying

I'm losing my friends, I'm losing my fam, I'm losing my mind

I'm finding these drugs, I'm finding these habits, finding the time to

Close all of my feelings in

And open these bottles

When did it start to get real

Spirit is broken so lost and I'm finding it harder to heal

Is it depression? It's truly a lesson

I gotta go from but its harder to ffeel

I can't control it no more, I don't know it no more

But lately it's harder to feel, to fill in that voice

Some of you's drugs and some of you's sex and some of you's pills

I'm trying to get sober, stuck in my head, it's been getting bad, does anyone know this

I'm playing pretend, I'm failing my friends, I'm losing my focus

Forever young, that's just the front, we only get older

I try to be sober, I'm stuck in my head, it's been getting bad, does anyone know this

I'm playing pretend, I'm failing my friends, I'm losing my focus

Forever young, that's just the front, we only get older

Look, looking around like really we all just pretend, it's kinda discouraging

I'm putting my all in my music as my only friend, it's slightly embarrassing

I try to take hold of the guilt but just being honest it's been going terrible

So many decide to give up, I know you can win

You just ain't aware of it, gotta believe in yourself

Really just open your eyes, we know love is blind, you gotta go see it yourself

The love you're receiving from God is so incomparable

Keep hold of faith and just keep you a prayer to

You're giving up, listen, here I ain't nothing to you

I ain't a gambling man, but if you just give it a chance

Look, I bet that you come out on top, but with just one step closer

In order to win it, you keep going with it, then you run ahead of them fears

Knowing everything you're going through only make you stronger

Gotta keep pushing and pushing and pushing, you gotta believe it, I promise you can

It's the addiction that's keeping us company, but in the end, no one is your friend

I'm trying to get sober, I'm stuck in my head, it's been getting bad, does anyone know this

I'm playing pretend, I'm failing my friends, I'm losing my focus

I'm losing my focus, forever young, that's just a front, we only get older

I'm trying to get sober, I'm stuck in my head, it's been getting bad, does anyone know this

I'm playing pretend, I'm failing my friends, I'm losing my focus

Forever young, that's just a front, we only get older

I'm playing pretend, I'm failing my friends, I'm losing my focus

I'm losing my focus, forever young, that's just a front, we only get older

I'm playing pretend, I'm failing my friends, I'm losing my focus

Forever young, that's just a front, we only get older