Bleue

Every night I get no sleep, counting sheeps Trade all my dollar for dreams Scared that I might not reap Every seed that's deep And the earth might get no trees Fear that my girl might leave, like a broken leaf I fall 'til the breeze can sweep Fear that the world can see In my ocean deep 'Cause my mind is broken weak I feel stressed, I feel like I'm overdressed A guest in this vessels nest, and I'm depressed Too pissed to give two shits, my wrist could be open next I possess a will so I persevere, to the storm that my soul digest And I confess I hope as I write this verse, my pen put this mind at rest We go like, hi, hi, bye, bye, but we don't stop If your path was full of streams, I guess you swim and don't walk I'm all alone all day I know, I'm on the phone I feel stuck I'm going ghost, I don't exist, show me the road I feel lost We go like, hi, hi, bye, bye, but we don't stop If your path was full of streams, I guess you swim and don't walk I'm all alone all day I know, I'm on the phone I feel stuck I'm going ghost, I don't exist, show me the road I feel lost Wish I was famous and pretty Wish that there were open doors when I touch in the city I wish I was happy within me I wish I could smile took a while like when Diddy lost Biggie Wish for a healing, I wish for a meaning I wish I was dreaming, I wish for a feeling With no more commotion, this ocean of burden Emotion, I know that I'm tired of swimming See this mic in my hands is mine 'til I'm sand I'll write 'til I'm right by it See my gesture is grand, what I want I command 'Cause my life has been planned by him See this road full of gold, where your soul could be sold Name your price and you stand by it Know that life is a loan, you alone 'til you gone Take a breath and you light that spliff See this mic in my hands is mine 'til I'm sand I'll write 'til I'm right by it See my gesture is grand, what I want I command 'Cause my life has been planned by him See this road full of gold, where your soul could be sold Name your price and you stand by it Know that life is a loan, you alone till you gone Take a breath and you light that spliff We go like, hi, hi, bye, bye, but we don't stop If your path was full of streams, I guess you swim and don't walk I'm all alone all day I know, I'm on the phone I feel stuck Going ghost, I don't exist, show me the road I feel lost We go like, hi, hi, bye, bye, but we don't stop If your path was full of streams, I guess you swim and don't walk I'm all alone all day I know, I'm on the phone I feel stuck Going ghost, I don't exist, show me the road I feel lost