Pretender

Missing the highs Lost in our prime All of the talks I knew you memorized Fighting for time Every night Somehow I fear you're as tired as I am In between forcefully hanging on And telling myself that I'm better alone The feeling got lost Even more off I don't remember What I was after Is it fair that I'm shattered? Cause I wanted it to matter And if we'll never get better Stuck in this pattern I'll be a pretender Be a pretender Until you go (Until you go) Oh (Until you go) Cause I won't, no I won't Oh (Until you go) Go No Take me for granted "Don't be reactive" I know if I call you'll most likely reject it It's all on your terms All efforts to turn Or balance it out never seem to be working And in between forcefully hanging on And telling myself that I'm better alone The feeling got lost Even more off I don't remember What I was after Is it fair that I'm shattered? Cause I wanted it to matter And if we'll never get better Stuck in this pattern I'll be a pretender Be a pretender Until you go (Until you go) Oh (Until you go) Cause I won't, no I won't Oh (Until you go) Go No