Crying in the shower, fucked up from the pain
You never liked diamonds, only shit that you can't break
I'm running out of pornstars and highs that I can chase
Crying in the shower, but I can't wash you away
'Cause I don't wanna learn another lesson
And I don't wanna lose my head (my head, my head)
I can see the edge of your impression scattered across my bed (my bed, my bed)
And baby, now you're leaving me on empty
And I can't even leave you on read (on read, on read)
And I can see the sign of my depression
Reading through all our texts (our texts, our texts)
Exchanging these angels for demons
Because sometimes the pills stop the bleeding
Crying in the shower, fucked up from the pain
You never liked diamonds, only shit that you can't break
I'm running out of pornstars and highs that I can chase
Crying in the shower, but I can't wash you away
Remember when you said that we were different
And it was you and me against the world
Everything was gonna be perfect
I guess perfect just means hurt
Standing here with all of my emotions
Ones I never thought I'd feel
Running through the memories of a past life
Voids that I can't feel
Exchanging these angels for demons
Because sometimes the pills stop the bleeding
Crying in the shower, fucked up from the pain
You never liked diamonds, only shit that you can't break
I'm running out of pornstars and highs that I can chase
Crying in the shower, but I can't wash you away, can't wash you away
I can't wash you away, I can't wash you away
I can't wash you away, I can't wash you away
I can't wash you away, I can't wash you away
I can't wash you away, I can't wash you away
I'm crying in the shower, fucked up from the pain
You never liked diamonds, only shit that you can't break
I'm running out of pornstars and highs that I can chase
Crying in the shower, but I can't wash you away
I can't wash you away
