Exchange Myself

Here it goes again, my pride Missing when my friends took my side Should I try again while each time I'm standing by the door on the outside Watch her turn her back and cry I always choose the ones who can't be mine Tired of screaming out, asking why I can't be the girl who complies So I'll wear that dress And make a mess with makeup on my eyes I have to confess Sometimes it feels better to be liked Is it wrong to change to save my name As the one who saves everyone else Will they turn away if I take the blame Maybe I'll just change and exchange myself Praying for advice is a tough blow God it'd be so nice just to let go Forgetting would suffice, I know But it's not nice to hide like a shadow So I'll wear that dress And make a mess with makeup on my eyes I have to confess Sometimes it feels better to be liked Is it wrong to change to save my name As the one who saves everyone else Will they turn away if I take the blame Maybe I'll just change and exchange myself So I'll buy those heels What a steal, two pairs for half the price Couldn't care less I must repress what I can't express outside So I'll take a turn Try to to learn to be things I don't want But how can I be sure I can endure a face I haven't got Is it wrong to change to save my name As the one who saves everyone else Will they turn away if I take the blame Maybe I'll just change and exchange myself