Forever Before

I've never begun, a forever before Been using up life, like I knew I had more One breath at a time The only one there Another day to be alone in Another lake to throw a stone in I'm soft in the heart Where hard edges align I try to be a good friend, most of the time Too much of a good thing When even freedom wears thin So what's gotta end For forever to begin? Fear, fearless Oh, fear, fearlessness I've never begun right from the start I was thinking that love Was a commiserate heart I'd begin by backing in Just so I could back out Another way to be alone is Be the lake you throw the stone in Fear, fearless Oh, fear, fearless Oh, fear, fearless Oh, fear to fearlessness I've never begun, a forever before Until I didn't want anything else anymore All the time in the world You can't begin to prepare For forever before She's sleeping right over ther