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SO I FALL

Hip-Hop/Rap

SO I FALL was released on February 17, 2023 by 1063964 Records DK as a part of the album RETCON

Song Details

Release DateFebruary 17, 2023

Label1063964 Records DK

LanguageEnglish

Melodicness

Acousticness

Valence

Danceability

Energy

BPM84

OVERVIEW

LYRICS

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS

Brandon Lee February

Brandon Lee February

Songwriter

PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING

Luke Storti

Producer

Lyrics

Uh, Yeah

See I've been, uninspired for the longest of times

The aftereffects of being hard done by

Life and all its acolytes

I feel depression kicking in at night

I thought I overcame it but its returned and it's sitting tight

My initial ideas of how to absolve all of my sins

And lead me on a path where I could

Finally gain a win back, back fired on me

Longing for someone who'll listen when I say I'm sorry

But they don't wanna hear that

They'll never understand the gravity of those situations I still play back

The memories how I was tied up inside a culmination of hardships

But I stood up and charged it

I took it upon by myself not realizing the toll

I was still fighting me but nobody cared enough

Until I imploded but I've been here before

Sacrifice myself, I've always heeded the call, I fall

Down in the dark, I crawl

Teamed with my demons, I ball

Now so I fall

Lost in the heat of it all

Painted by the pain that I draw

Now I fall

Rightfully the one to blame

Another L that's linked to the chain

Now so I fall

Slowly I'll stand and I'll change

Stand with my pride and my pain

Now I fall

(Hey, I heard about what happened

Just know this isn't your fault, hey

If you wanna talk about it, you can talk to me, okay?)

My character development

Is stuck in the phase of healing or living in

All of the anger that's aimed at me with marksman precision

It's fueling but to my mind state it can become grueling

See everyone's looking like enemies

The times are tryna get the better of me, I inevitably

Find ways to flip it to my advantage, power I'm granted

But the opportunities to be happy I missed my chances, shit

My dreams are turning into nightmares

I'm scared of what I might see

Refusing to sleep

Popping to pills to put me at ease

An urbanol for the wherewithal that I lack but desperately need

Not sure for how long I can, keep this up

My drive is only erected with pain, I'm strained

I need to let go, I need to escape, I'm trying to smile

My angsts on dial, now it's making the call, I fall

Down in the dark, I crawl

Teamed with my demons, I ball

Now so I fall

Lost in the heat of it all

Painted by the pain that I draw

Now I fall

Rightfully the one to blame

Another L linked to the chain

Now so I fall

Slowly I'll stand and I'll change

Stand with my pride and my pain

Now I fall

(You're doing that thing when you're detaching yourself from everyone again, hey

You know this never ends well and it isn't healthy)

Uh, see my cynicism is running amok

I tried to let go, it's getting harder for me trust

I lost the emotions that leads into love

I don't think I'm able to call me and somebody else us

Suicidal thoughts have engulfed me

But I'll never pass the pain to those who of have helped me

Those who have loved me

And those who have stopped from turbulent scenes

I let go of my grudges, even if you can't forgive me

I forgive you (I forgive you)

For all the hate that's been spewed on both sides

I take responsibility for hard times

I hold myself accountable even if the blame isn't mine

I'm taking the lies sprayed then I absorb it

To give you the paint to change all your pains drawing

There's no pausing, the storms pouring

It hurts different when you're the one that caused it

Now I fall

Down in the dark, I crawl

Teamed with my demons, I ball

Now so I fall

Lost in the heat of it all,

Painted by the pain that I draw

Now I fall

Rightfully the one to blame

Another L linked to the chain

Now so I fall

Slowly I'll stand and I'll change

Stand with my pride and my pain

Now I fall

Written by: Brandon Lee February

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