It's Coming Back!

I never wanted to grow up but I'm glad I did Looking back I was actually the whackest kid I was bad at everything and I had no friends So much has changed... or perhaps it didn't Ok I'll redact the first half of this Before I accidently mentioned that I'm sad as shit I'll cast it in a different light, a retroactive twist This'll be the only track that has an asterisk I swear And now I know I never prepared It's coming back the feeling of inadequacy that I had It's coming back the social anxiety that I had It's coming back the knowledge of peaking too soon that I had It's coming back the sense of impending doom that I had Can I get a f to pay respects To the Kalen that I traded may he remain dead They say that I upgraded and it's fate I guess But, honestly it ain't the best Now a days nothing's ever laid to rest We're swinging in a nostalgia safety net Personally I would rather break my neck Than to have to keep on lying bout how great it's been For real And I'm afraid that I'll never heal It's coming back the feeling of inadequacy that I had It's coming back the social anxiety that I had It's coming back the knowledge of peaking too soon that I had It's coming back the sense of impending doom that I had Get back To the land before time At least to the land before I made up my mind last week Yeah to be more precise eight days ago Now ya know I was in a different world Didn't wanna take responsibility for anything I wasn't even really sure that living interested me Had a dream Something about planting trees That's deep! See how it's so cyclical Oh. I'm on a roll That's whacky cuz I used to live in a hole Now I've got toys They seem like their filling the void Though I feel like I've been here before But I don't know When people talk bout the good old days First thing I mention is why they got put away I understand the overwhelming urge to sentimentalize But you should never ever try to get back It's coming back the feeling of inadequacy that I had It's coming back the social anxiety that I had It's coming back the knowledge of peaking too soon that I had It's coming back the sense of impending doom that I had